For fuck's sake.

Yesterday I had to open at work, nothing out of the ordinary there.  But then, to my great displeasure I had to go back at seven to close.  Got home around midnight.  And then had to be up early so I could open again today.  Which ended up sucking hardcore because I had to work with my least favorite manager, we were absolutely ( Read more... )

I.  HATE.  SCHOOL ( Read more... )

That's it.  I'm done with boys(/men) until I'm off at college.  Not that they won't be any less stupid or controlled by their dicks there but... Maybe it's just the effect this town has on me?  There is also the possibility (though it is a VERY SMALL possibility) that I'm blowing this slightly out of proportion ( Read more... )

It's been snowing since 9:00 this morning.  It's now 1:00 and there's probably about a foot of snow on the ground.  And it's NOT STOPPING.

*sighs* I really didn't want to get called in to work tonight.  Probably going in anyway.  If I can get out of my driveway and then the end of my street.  We're one of the last streets in town to get plowed out ( Read more... )

didn't make it into the school i wanted to go to.

not sure what i'm going to do now.

sorry aboyt not being around much, i was too excited by the (now crushed) prospect of going back to school.  obviously thats not happening anymore.  how the fuck am i supposed to raise my GPA when i can't even get into a school because of it?

FUCK YOU, WORLD.

i don't even have the words anymore ( Read more... )

Can't believe I still have to get through two more days before I can talk to my therapist again.

My free sessions, thanks to mom's work insurance, are almost up.  I REALLY need to figure something out that I can do once they're up for good.  Some days are good.  Others, not so much and those are the times where it would be really nice to have ( Read more... )

my mom and i had a talk tonight.  i think it went rather well.

sounds like i'm going to get the backing i feel like i need to make it through these next few months while college shopping (again... god, why couldn't i have just been good at biology?).  my session with my counselor today helped me work up the guts to ask mom about it.  she's still not ( Read more... )

I am so sick of feeling like shit.  Fuck you, depression.  And fuck you, family.  I am done with this shit.

ETA:  Also?  I'm now cold.  Because it's FUCKING SNOWING.  WHAT THE EVERLOVING FUCK?!

Can't believe it's taken me 21 years to say this but: I officially hate my grandparents ( Read more... )